30days30poems #3

I remember when we used to cut class together
sit in library and, i dunno
speak about the weather
or whether or not we had the same beliefs;
Speaking on what gives the other grief
we just had...peace
Then out of the blue,
it seemed our feelings increased
I mean i would be yearning just to see you
funny thing is, you always knew
yet never pursued
but still showed that you care with little things that you'd do
so day by day, my feelings steadily grew...
but then you
walked right out my life
with no reason why
And just when I thought I was ready to say goodbye,
you returned
explaining to me how ur world turned
and that things we be different
and get better
as soon as you got urself together...
So I was always around like the ball on the tether
That hangs at the schoolyard
Always wanted to let you go
but it was too hard
So now its 2009....
wonder if Ive takin this fantasy too far....