30days30poems #13

He is my escape
He releases me from the daily debate
of whether or not to be good
or great
cause he just takes me as is
with no concern of how my past lived
and no judgments of my past kid...
He is
My vacation from this place where
I cant tell the truth from lies that are blatant
He does for me
what *he* cant
Terrible Im sure
But imagine being greeted by abuse
every time you hit the door....
Its like im poision
and he's my cure...
I dont know how he lured me in
but I was absolutely intrigured from the beginnig
it was like he had me pinned
with no where to turn
solely to watch the lust in my eyes burn
ready to teach me new things
and not stopping to my lesson was learned...
I yearn
for his touch whilst Im not in his face
cause I know soon enough
I'll need my escape....