30days30poems #1

Everytime we meet
I dont speak
I dont even look your way;
I pay close to no attention to you
At least thats what I let your eyes see
See,
I aint tryna expose my vulnerability
So I let you believe
that nothing you say phases me,
that them bullets you throw barely graze me
You"ll never know that visions of you got my eyesight hazy
cause its these walls that made me
and I dont need you to know
that every time you walk in a room,
Im caving.
And every time you even look at me,
Its your touch that Im craving
You'll never know that Im in a daze when you talk
or that I admire your body structure
when you walk out a room
or better yet when you walk in
No
You'll never know that I long to be more than friends....
Why?
Cause you barely acknowledge my existence
and for all I know,
you think no more of me when there's distance,
than when Im right in front of your face
what Im sayin is, its not my place
to expose myself and upset the pace
of our everyday lives
so I will continue to lie
continue to stand on the side
and not speak,
not look your way,
and pay no attention to you at all
why? cause im afraid to fall...