30days30poemas #21

I.
dont want to fight
for your attention
with the television
and not to mention
after you havent called me all day
needless to say
I feel like Im being place to the side
for a two hour TV rollercoaster ride....
You.
want me to hide my aggravation
when I would think that its blatant
that im losing my patients
so at the point where I cant take it
I fake the calm
and tell you when the shit goes off, give me a call
and. you.
stall to the point that lets me know you're there
but not that you're listening
so when I let you kno that the shit gets to me
you act pissed at me.....
please.
So.
Then.
I plain and simple get off the phone
blown
that you couldnt tell I was upset by my tone
observing how my being of irritated has grown
I send.
A Text Message.
The deadliest of sayings
putting my anger in graving
which made things no better
so now Im on the other end of the teather
tryna figure whether you would call back
cause you told me not to go to sleep
So now Im up.
And even angrier
That you just couldnt listen to me speak.
I dont want to fight for your attention
esspecially when I fear its your attention I cant keep